Life Sucks then you etc etc

So the couple of people who read this garbage know that Becky died on February 6th.
We had her funeral on 12 Feb. Thus ended the worst 2 weeks of my life to date. Becky didnt deserve this. She didnt deserve to be so sick as she was. She didnt do anything to cause her illnesses. She didnt take drugs. She didnt drink. She gave up smoking a couple of years ago.

Becky fought to stay somewhat functional the entire time I knew her. She hated it when her trouble defeated her. Sometimes it got too much for her however. She then took a little break in the shape of a nap.

Having trouble worrying about anything else. Reading back through the blog and find really who gives a shit about any of it.

Might not be back for a while.