wow its been a while

Im on holidays
12 days.
learning to surf on tuesday and wednesday of this and next week. Looking forward to it.

Should be fun.

raining again

global warming pffft a lie sold to government by universities as a method of securing more funding.
Where is chicken little when we need her?

Sometimes life sucks. Ya gotta suck it up n move on .
I think i have to move from where i am
I need to live closer to work.
I need to get out of the house Becky died in.

wow THAT long?

Me again

Focus has 10500kms on the clock now and is still screaming. I get over 40mpg easily.
We had a storm last night. HELL it was a storm.
Hqavent been stood up lately. Havent tried to date anyone. Fuck em. I dont NEED someone. It would just be nice to have a snuggle sometimes.
Ditched Plenty Of Fish, Match.com, RSVP, companions. Screw em all. Bunch of whiney pedantic idiots.

How is everyone ?

been sick

New car has 4500kms on it already!
Going like a train too. Damned nice to drive. Goes like the powers.

I have the flu. Persistent, annoying, mild version. You get JUST sick enough you think you can go to work. But youre really not well enough to do anything.

Been stood up TWICE by the same chick.
Derrrrr

And got stood up it looks like tonight by another just cuz she had a big night last night. fuck this.

gets well old.

May be a hermit

here tis

Well Ive got my new car. Its fantastic.
Went down to tend to Beckys grave on Saturday with my friend Heath.
By the time we got back from 11ookms it was revving freer and had a nice twin cammy growl it didnt have when we started the trip. The economy was fantastic. The power is smooth and constant. It handles fantastic and rides almost as well as my Peugeot.
I love it.

good and bad

Bought a new Ford Focus CL last monday. Hope to get it by the end of them month.

Dunno what Im gonna do with my Peugeot.

Had an accident during training in the new gas bus today. Silly woman opened her door straight into the front corner of the bus.

damn damn damn

Having trouble.
Every night as I come home from work (we are talking 1, 2 am here) I'm getting an overwhelming attack of the miseries. Start crying like a baby.
I miss Becky so bad.
I think I need some help :/